Tuesday, February 1, 2011

MKAY; SO.

I'm short. I'm eighteen. I love coloring books & poetry. I'm crazy, I have a no-holds-barred lookout on life. I will always tell you how I'm feeling. I love dancing to country music & I adore Ke$ha & everything she stands for.
I'm pro homo & pro choice, but I am neither gay nor do I ever plan on having an abortion. I'm not one to just drop friends, but if you push me enough, I'm willing to do so.
I appear a lot cockier than I really am, but I will never say I'm insecure. Just body conscious. I have no hard feelings towards anybody except my crazy ex. I'm not going to be some girl that has dreams for herself & never follows through.
I'm not a religious person. I'm much more of a naturalist & a liberal in my belief system. I believe in freedom of choice among people's religions, & that nobody can ever tell you what is right or wrong in your life.
If you screw up, that's on you. If everybody else thinks you screwed up, they're wrong. That is a judgement that only you yourself can make.
I'm all for second chances. But that's it. Once you've used your second chance, I'm done with you, & I will never look back.
I can own up to my mistakes when I know I've made them, but I will always fight to the death defending myself if I feel the need to.
I will never be a girl's girl. My mind functions much too much like a guy's for me to ever be able to be around a bunch of girls & feel comfortable. I have no need for a lot of girl friends, or to be with a lot of girls. I have no desire to have girly nights, or to get super dressed up all the time.
But I am drop dead sexy when I do. Believe that. I know when I'm all dolled up, with my hair done & my makeup fixed, I look better than half the girls out there.
I want people to know me. The real me. The no nonsense, out of control me.
The me that loves rainy nights with my composition book, filling up the pages with original poetry. The one that isn't afraid to do anything, but can't stand being in huge crowds.
I want people to know me.
That is all.

No comments:

Post a Comment