Thirty Day Challenge: Day Thirteen. Plus Actual Blogging.

13. Somewhere you'd like to visit, & why.

I've always wanted to visit Barcelona, Spain. I'm fascinated with the culture & beauty of the city, with all it's history & fantasy. The architecture is something I really want to see before I die, & I would love to go there for a week & see the different cathedrals & amazing buildings that are there. There's a romanticized feeling that I get when I look at pictures or anything from here, & I want to be a part of that.

Now, blog time.
I was thinking today about me & Spencer getting engaged. & it hit me: This boy has changed all my past ways of thinking about marriage & families & such. Before I met him, I believed that before somebody gets married, they should take a break & spend sometime with themselves & make sure that the marriage is what they really want. I do still believe this, but for other situations. Not mine. I know forsure that I want to spend the rest of my life with Spencer Hardin Lauderdale. There are no if, ands, or buts about it. He is my present, & my future, & one day, he will be my past as well. I'm inevitably in love with him, without a doubt. I want two kids with him, a girl named Addison Cain Lauderdale, & a boy named Hendrix Hardin Lauderdale. I want that perfect relationship that we have now to carry over & last for the next eighty years. I want to cry with him, to laugh with him, to yell at him, & to have him hold me when I need some kind of support. People can hate on our relationship as much as they want & say that we haven't been together long enough to say the things we say, or to feel the way we do, but I don't care. I'm in a place in my life where I need something stable, something that's forsure, & that's what Spencer is for me. He's my rock. He's my protection, & he's my refuge. I love him more than life itself, & I love him more than I ever thought was humanly possible for myself. He's my everything, & that includes my future husband.